nothing new

Not much going on lately. I got Shawn to leave the house today, that's pretty big I guess. I am so stressed out when we go anywhere together - I am so used to doing everything alone or with just Luke that I have a hard time deferring to him on what we do and how we do it. His driving, his parking, his level of comfort weighing on me - I don't enjoy it. I think I prefer to do things alone now just to be in control.
I think I may have found a job here so that will help a lot - get me out into the world and maybe I'll even make some friends. I hope to find out in a few days but the interviews went well so I am hopeful. The job is right in line with my degree so I will actually be starting my new career - so exciting!