lonely

I have been trying in vain to get in touch with some of my family members back in Ohio. I shouldn't be suprised, I haven't spoke to them much over the years. They can't accept Shawn so I guess it's easier to write me off. It sucks not knowing anyone sometimes, I worry incessantly about my son not having any extended family.

I've been sick from an infection and it's really draining me...I'm so tired and I have a paper due but I just can't get into it tonight. I just want to crawl in bed and sleep, sleep, sleep. Maybe tomorrow will be a better day - maybe someone will call me back.